we happened to talk about the article that "Leading the way" from NEWSWEEK.
the article is about women who are leading the world.
what I got impressed was ...

one time I got C in school. and my father said "in this house you come in with an A or an F. you have to be either the best of the best or the best of the worst. But never mediocre


some might disagree with it, but I agree. it reminds me of how I compromise every day about tagalog, my study. because I always think na Im not good at english compared to other class mates so it cant be helped not to be able to express well, to write paper, get so-so grade.

nooooooooooooooooo! I dont want that. I should always do the best. or I should always aim at getting A. it doesnt mean na I must be grade-conscious person. pero I dont want to be so-so good studnet, dont want to have so-so good life.

it must be really good, nice.

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back in highshool, I always had that spirit na always try to be NO.1. as time past, I lost that spirit somehow. then I turned out to be normal, soso student.


the rest of the time i can spend in the philippines is only 3months, which I still have a chance to seek the best although it is short. kaya yan! kaya yan!

those kinds of thoughts just came up to me....